Writing Exercices

 once i read about write and you will heal. so this is it. i will write about it. my mother died on May 19th, 2019. so this a story about one day earlier. May, 18th, 2019 it is saturday. regular saturday. its Ramadhan. so i fasting that day. usually every saturday we will go to my parents house. we stay there until sunday. but in this regular saturday i decide to stay at home. that one time. i decide to stay at home. for no particular reason. i just want to stay at home.  nothing happen at that night. we just do our routine activity. and than i sleep. i wake up around 03.45 AM. its Ramadhan so we have to do the Sahur. after the sahur i pray Subuh. and after that i go back to sleep.  Around 6.00 AM my phone ring. its my sister number. i pick up the phone. just one line. and my world Schock. i get up and take a bath. i cry there. after that i tell my wife and i cry as hard as i can. i remember, that was the last time i cry so hard because of my mom.  that is regret. th...

 the last time i write was around January 2024. since than i never write anything on this blog. so i start to write again and using English not Bahasa. its May, 6th, 2024. 2024 already reach its 5th months. 2024 going so fast just like 2020, 2021, 2022, and 2023. its feels like you skip those years. i realy don't know what to write. so i just write it without any direction what so ever. 

2 January 2024 was a World Introvert Day. i was born introvert. i feel safe when i am surrounded with people who i know personally.  i can talk for hour with 2 or 3 peoples. but when the number added, i will shut down automatically. i like to observe everything. i might look not interested but that does not mean i don't pay attention. i don't like to be a centre of attraction. i like to seat at back row. okay. enough for today.

01 Januari 2024. New year finally arrived. We leave 2023 with various feeling. Sad and Happy, up and down, we going through all of it. Lets pray and hope that 2024 better than 2023. And i made a promise to my self to write everyday in 2024. Lets hope i can keep that promise. And consistently do that. Well i hope this can be a good  starter. I still dont know what to write tomorrow. See you tomorrow.

Its May 12th 2023. Its around 5.30 am. In Kemayoran, Jakarta, Indonesia. The morning lights was so stunning. I took my phone and have some pictures of it.

Its 9th May 2023. My first post in 2023. 

 this sentences come to my mind out of nowhere. it means nothing actually, the world just fine. its November 30th 2022. the world cup was held in Qatar, and at this moment they are on last match of every groups. so they will play each other to decide who will go through to next round. In Indonesia everything running quite well, there's some news about homicide, and more homicide. yes in Indonesia you will get lot of news about homicide. i don't know why maybe our people have high stressed level so many people think about killing someone. the last time i wrote on this blog maybe around August 2022, and i never wrote again since, i kind of forget to write here. even though it is not necessary, but i think sometimes we need to write randomly about anything. just to write. or maybe just to keep our brain on the right level of consciousness.  i think that's all for today.

Its friday now. So lets sum up monday to thursday. Monday to thursday i am working from home. And nothing happened on monday to wednesday. But yesterday i visit my father in a hospital. Because he has a shedule to do something with his teeth. The process went realy well, and he's recovering now. And since i wrote this on friday, so its still early in the morning, i've just accompany my daughter to school bus. With my son too. 

Changes. Its something that always happen in this world. Tradition too. Its changes through the years. This years, my Dad just stay at home during Idul Fitri. Because he's elder now. Hopefully the younger generation will visited him. But sometimes you just can not understand what this younger generation thought. 

Its the 3rd months of 2022. Maybe 1 months before Ramadhan. This years seems to walk so fast.

So finaly started from January 2022 my daughter finaly have an offline school. And its full day school. From Monday to Friday. She is so excited about it. Because in the last two years she just met her friends online. I hope this pandemic find its way to life side by side with us. So thats it i think. See you.

 well to be honest, i kind of forget that i have a blog to learn about writing something. and in a cuple last week i dont write anything here. its simply because i dont have anything to write, but then i remember that i must write everything. just write. so this is what i write. see you.

November 17th 2021. We finaly have our mini vacation to Ocean Dream Samudra. Its located just 5 minutes drive from our home.    They have variousnshow. Show we spent almost 4 hours there. We saw Dolphin Show, Penguin and Mermaid Show, and Sea Lion Show. Actualy they have 5D advantures too. But unfortunately they close it due to maintenance.  My children was so happy cos they can see lots of sea creature live in front of their eyes. One day I hope we can have another mini vacation. 

WFO or Work From Office is a new term that came out since 2020. Before that, people never mind to find a term about the place where you physically work. But since covid-19 surge, people have a new term. Work From Home and Work From Office. So due to the declining of Covid-19 cases in my area. My Office call all the employee to start to Work From Office again. Of course the situation might different from the pre pandemic. Lets hope we can adapted to a new situation. Its a new normal. We try to live with Covid-19.

I know its hard. But its not impossible. You can live without sugar. Trust me.

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Good Morning. Its November 3rd 2021. Covid-19 is slowing down. And i hope its continue. So we can have our normal live back.

So its my 3rd post on this fresh new blog. So it is. Finish.

 what is the first thing that coms to your mind when you heard "AFTERNOON DELIGHT". for me it remind me of one song that i am not familiar with. but i just remember that one parts of the song and the lyric is AFTERNOON DELIGHT.

 you just have to see the best in me.